Things have been weird for me over the past couple of weeks. I've been feeling depressed, anxious, and unhappy. I just don't know what I want or where I want to be. I can't figure myself out, you know? This is posing a serious issue, as you can imagine, not knowing who I am/what I want. There are so many things I wish I could repeat, but I don't know what things exactly or why. It's this weird inner phenomenon that I'm experiencing, and I don't know how to take it. I might be homesick. I really miss my family, my friends, my house, my job, and my stability. Growing up is so tough; everything is this unpredictable whirlwind. Sometimes, I get taken by the thrill of it all. Sometimes, I feel like I can't handle it.
I want to get a hold of where my life is going, but I can't yet because I don't know. What can I do to make these feelings subside? Maybe I'll just wait it out and see what happens. Knowing me, I'll be fine by next week, ready to go out, drink, smoke, socialize, and have the time of my life.
But right now, I feel so lost, confused, alone, and funky.
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